A Golden Chance
I just want to be loved.
Loved for the person I am.
And I don't really know who that person is, but I wish someone could just be there to love it,
The way she loved me
...
I talked to her today.
It had been a second since we last spoke and I asked her if she could ever consider being with me again.
She said not right now.
She told me she wasn't is a place ,mentaly, to be that person for me again.
And it wasn't a bad response.
And at least she doesn't hate me.
But it still hurts.
It hurts more than anything to know that she was the only person to love me how I deserved, but I couldn't do the same for her.
It hurts to know that I won't ever have another chance