Because I Said So
“No” I said, pushing his hand away from my thigh, “Come on!” He would cry. “No” I said, as he got on top of me, It’s funny I wasn’t set free. “No” I said, as his hands went in…
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106 anonymous poems, newest first. Every poem is free to read and published without a byline.
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slow down and look up
take your time with life something that can't be taken for granted stress may come and sleep may go but the beautiful canvas of the world will always be waiting as above are shade…
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Scared of the dark
Normally im scared of the dark but today im scared of your heart The words you say the truths i see The person you throught ill be The way you spoke About who i am I realized We…
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Emotions
I was happy in the morning because we could talk Sad in the noon because we broke up Depressed in the night wanting to die Closing my eyes hoping youd arrive The feelings of my…
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Shine
Its 2 am im still awake the day after you left. You told me You need space That i no longer healed your wounds But made them deeper I was no longer your moon No longer your…
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Everything
Everything reminds me of you From the jewlery i have To the things on my wall To the toothbrush in my bathroom To the clothes in my closet To the videos i watch To the phone in my…
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Maybe in another life
Maybe in another life Im the chosen one Maybe i would be the one that heals you And not the one you need healing from Maybe in another life We would still be the sun and moon But…
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How shall I go on.
How can one go on after everything that has happened, after giving everything that he has to something yet seeing it turn to dust within his hand? To lose everything and start…
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A Golden Scream
I need to scream at someone. Not yell. Not scold. Not shout. Scream. I need to get rid of every ounce of hurt, pain, anger, sadness, sorrow, loneliness, and worry. Every single…
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Tiredness
I'm tired of class; Cold and hot classrooms alike; I want to go home.
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Limerence
it's defined as the intense infatuation and longing for someone, a covet almost. I find myself caught in that feeling often, Again, I find myself gazing at your pictures…
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Thoughts of loved one
Mummy I miss you, I want you here To give me the biggest hug and dry my tears. You'd tell me to buck up but that its okay to cry That I've got to move on, that I've got to try But…
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A Golden Wish
I wish. I wish and I wish and I wish and I wish. I wish I was happy. I wish she wasn't what made my days feel shorter and my love for life anew. I wish i could move on. I wish she…
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Puzzle Pieces
My puzzle pieces were scattered when we met. Some were lost, some were broken, and some I had forgotten were ever missing. Then you came along and picked them up. You played with…
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A Golden Cut
I keep suffering... Alone. I tell people about it, but it doesn't change a thing. I just have to get comfortable with being comfortable in my own soul. But nothing is comfortable…
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A Golden Room
I had to clean ny room the other day. I hate it now. It feels so lonely staring at my empty floor, with no piles of clothes and no one to tell me that their room is even worse…
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A Golden Pain
I'm filled with so much pain So much. So much, so much, so much pain. I can't describe it and I can't talk about it. I keep it to myself. But, it hurts so bad. I don't know what…
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A Golden Halloween
Its almost the the most romantic time of the year: Halloween. I know that sounds strange, but I grew up romanticizing the feeling of fall. What it sounds like, what it looks like…
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Invisible Words
My feelings are hurt From something nobody said Pretending you did so I can be mad Predicting it now so I don’t hurt then Relieving the false moments in my head I know you…
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Weighed Down
Weighed down this depression runs deep, weighed down, metaphorically, dying, so to speak, weighed down my heart has a strain, the pain is deep. Broken into pieces, never to heal…
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Wobbly
Wobbly , wonky, weird Is how I describe me Wobbly, wonky, weird The only way I can be The clank ,clack , plop of my feet Wobbly ,wonky, weird Is the only way I can be Legs go…
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A Golden Hug
I just wanted a hug. It's all I needed. Just a hug from her. Not some wimpy shit kind of hug, like the ones where your arms are limp But a hug. A hug that felt like she cared…
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A Golden Purpose
I'm so confused now. I don't know who I am without her. When I was with her it felt like Me. It felt like I was being the person I am and the person I'm meant to be. But without…
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Golden Pressure
I just want to happy. I have so much pressure on me to be who I am. To put college applications in. To get a job. To be an Adult. But I don't get it. I feels like I should do…
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A Golden Chance
I just want to be loved. Loved for the person I am. And I don't really know who that person is, but I wish someone could just be there to love it, The way she loved me ... I…
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Solitude
Solitude is a prison, it keeps us away from others. Some people claim they love being alone, but being alone is not the same as solitude. Loneliness is a killer, it slowly kills…
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Green pastures and cloudless skies.
The blue above doesn’t look like sky; it’s deep, clear water viewed from the bottom of a pool. Not a scrap of cloud in sight. Just heat pressing down in a silent, golden block…
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A Golden Seat
I looked in my passenger seat today I was listening to Fluorescent Adolescents by Arctic Monkeys. She would've loved that song if we played in my car. The car with my speakers…
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Golden Trust
Whenever I think of moving on, I think of her. I think of the fact that no matter how much I want to move on, I need her. She was the first person that I trusted over everything…
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A Golden Knot
It feels like my whole life is spinning and somehow going so slow. It feels like I can't do anything without her. It feels like I have a rope tied to my heart that keeps me…
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How blessed am I?
How blessed am I to wake up How blessed am I to dream safely How blessed am I to do the things I love How blessed am I to go to school How blessed am I to walk freely in the park…
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A Golden Coffee
I had a coffee today It tasted how she liked her coffee. Either balck or a vanilla latte. Or really any type of coffee at all. She loved it. It was the complete opposite for me. I…
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A Golden Hug
I cry sometimes. And sometimes I wish for her ears back. To have the person who would listen to every ounce of pain in my heart. But I realized, all I really wish for is to have…
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My Golden Breakdown
I went to therapy the other day. And I wanted to be sad. But I couldn't say that I just wanted to vomit all the pain I'm going through. That was the whole point. To have one…
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Golden Grief
Somtimes I say I've moved on. Sometimes I say I'm better. But in truth, I'm still the mess I was with her. And I don't want to feel bad, but its like I can't. I've been told to…
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A Golden Place
I'm at this place. Its new to me. But for some reason, I feel so at home. Like I've been here before. Like I've loved here before. Like I grew up here and found my first…
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A Golden Tear
I keep crying in silence Day after day. Hoping that if I torture myself enough, Hurt myself enough, Then someone will see. I've gotten too good at it though. Nobody sees anymore…
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A Golden Weight
I don't want to be this resentful person. A person despised by their friends. A person that folds into their pain, But I don't see what choice I have. I didn't choose to have this…
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A Golden Secret
I've gotten really good at crying silently recently. To hide my pain away form the people who care about me. Even in my home, with my family, I hide the things that hurt me the…
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A Golden Tear
I'm crying right now And I don't know why, but instead of feeling like a release or a weight off of my back, It feels like I'm trying to sqeeze every ounce of sadness out of…
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A Golden Voice
I have this voice Thie voice I use when I present projects in class I call it my speaker voice. Its hides all the anxiety, the pain, the hurt, in my words. I use the same voice to…
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A Golden Smile
I saw someone today, On my feed With the same teeth she had. I had never noticed how often I don't look into people's eyes when they speak. I look at their teeth, studying each…
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A Golden Song
The music I've been listening to has been interesting recently. It's been sorrowful and yet gorgeous. The way the trumpets scratch makes me shiver. The way the voices move me even…
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A Golden Piece
I put my whole heart into her. Every ounce of my self and every ounce of my soul. Every gift for her, every flower in every bouquet for her, every jewel in the earrings for her…
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A Golden Stove
My heart burns like food on a great stove I hate to feel the burn, but It comes when nobody is there to turn the flame down. And yet... I keep pushing them away. I keep pushing…
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A Once Gold Sky
She was my sunset My escape after a long day The beauty of the stars shining through her The light of the moon behind her Every color of a diamond spread across her face And her…
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A Golden Memory
It feels like life has no meaning anymore I don't feel the spark of waking up and immediately thinking of her. Though I still check my texts every morning just incase she changed…
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A Golden Game
I have never felt like I would do anything to hold onto a person until her. I had told her everything All my cards were on the table. She could see every hand I was trying to make…
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Geometry
You are the exception to parallel lines, An impossible curve to the plane. I am not here to solve you, I am here to get lost in your dimensions.
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Arrozcaldojuan
Hayaang maging alikabok ang mga salitang namamagitan sa atin habang hinihintay ko ang dahan-dahang pagbukas ng iyong mundo. Hindi kailangang magmadali ng mga bituin sa pagkinang…