A Golden Tear
I keep crying in silence
Day after day.
Hoping that if I torture myself enough,
Hurt myself enough,
Then someone will see.
I've gotten too good at it though.
Nobody sees anymore.
Nobody can tell when I'm going through something.
And even if they asked
I would tell them that I'm fine.
So in a way,
Im waiting for someone to save me,
And somehow pushing them away at the same time.
Its hurts so bad