A Golden Tear

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I'm crying right now

And I don't know why, but instead of feeling like a release or a weight off of my back,

It feels like I'm trying to sqeeze every ounce of sadness out of myself.

It feels so physical and I have to literally harden my core and press everything into pushing this feeling out myself.

And it doesn't make it any better. It just feels like I'm holding it back more and more.

When I climb I hold my breath a lot. To push everything I have into a move.

It feels the same way crying.

Like a big move where I have to tense every muscle, controll every movement.

I don't breath, I don't make a sound. It's just one big press in the hope that I can realize whatever I'm feeling through my muscles.

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