Golden Pressure
I just want to happy.
I have so much pressure on me to be who I am.
To put college applications in.
To get a job.
To be an Adult.
But I don't get it.
I feels like I should do these things, to be responsible for my future.
But why.
Why can't I just live it.
Im getting tired of trying trying just to be something I'm not.
What if I dont want to go to college.
What if I want to live in a crazy place.
What if all I want to do is climb.
Why can't I do that.
Why can't I be me.